7 months. 7 months of blood, sweat, tears, anger, heart break, betrayal, friendship, loyalty and choices. A lot can happen in a year, true… A lot can happen in a matter of months…a matter of minutes.. Realisation, realising I was better than that, I can still do better but I’m working on it. I have changed and become a lot stronger, I’m noticing the difference in my well-being and mental attitude, I’m seeing life for what it truly is; cruel, cold, lonely yet full of positives, happiness and laughs all depending on frame of mind. Going from needlessly wanting someone to standing on your own two feet wanting nothing from no one. I feel I’m one of the rarest kind, I still notice the small things in life, birds in the trees, clouds in the sky, the smell of freshly cut grass and I don’t take any of these little moments for granted as I have already found out life’s too short. It’s too short to argue with your parents, squabble with your siblings and fight with friends. To get through life you need the people who love and care for you in the closest reach even if you’re a hundred miles away. I will not stand the attitude of one who takes advantage, uses, genuinely destroys the trust of others and full on disrespect. I will make my views clear and my voice heard when around genuine idiots. Respect those who take the time to help guide you in hard times, they’re the ones that will take you far.Trust, by god it’s a bastard, I’m naive I will do anything for anyone that I think are worth it, in that case I genuinely get mugged off. It’s hard to come by these days and you’d think people would be overwhelmed by it. Turns out not everyone is who you think they are. Absolute cheating head fucks with no self respect and definitely no respect for others and others kind gestures, after what I have experience recently il be stepping carefully around people from now on, doesn’t matter how close. Im a believer in promises, if you make them you stick to them. You knew, you knew we weren’t for good, I believed all the words that came out of your mouth, drowned me in hope, love and admiration. I thought for once I’ve found someone on the same wave length as me, someone who I could put all faith into without a worry. Turns out the man I thought you were was really a cowardly boy wound up in his own problems and past. A past that you didn’t need to constantly remind me of…Yes, I’m hurt by the past, I still think and wallow in my memories but how can i just forget? Forget something that changed me, I mean without you I would definitely not be where I am now, not saying it was you that did it all for me, it was the thoughts, hopes dreams you played into my head I’m only a millimetre into those, but at least I’ve started and il be carrying on this journey on my own. Why should I need anyone? I’ve wasted too much care, love and attention on no ones just to get it thrown back in my face. Imma aim higher, get the best out of life. Enjoy the now, look forward to the future and cherish the memories. I don’t want no scrub, a scrub that is a guy that can’t get no love from me. I don’t want none of your time. >>
Remember when a group of jockeys from the UK made a parody of Gangnam Style, Jockey Style [x]
Dispatchwork, Lego street art around the world by Jan Vormann.
saw one of these things for the USA. decided we needed an english version.